I haven’t marked a day one in my planner all spring or summer so it feels different to mark it down. With the contract with BFF signed and notarized we are moving forward with this cycle. It feels rather liberating to have intentions to TTC without calling the clinic to schedule a baseline ultrasound. Or order more prescriptions to make my body do what it already was doing, but in a more time sensitive way for the clinic. I feel like Megan and I have more autonomy. It’s an interesting feeling to have taken back all our own control after giving it all away when we started our TTC process. Empowering one might say. Its a good feeling.
I ovulate on Oct 31st. It’s my favorite holiday. I’ll keep you posted.